Sunday, May 28, 2006

Purpose of life... all u dreamers out there are u waken up?? Aimless, directionless... and lastly to say useless.... do u belong to one of them?

Say, if u have 1 month left in this Earth... wat would u do?? would u wanna buy a car and drive? would u go holidaY? would u go and work and die? would u go geyland and have ur last burst of action? would u ownself go P.Ubin and hide there and die a lonely death? Would u hide under ur bed and cry?

Oohh com'on... people are here for different purpose... some dare to dream big.. some dare not... well, i suppose i'm in the dare not category. stumble upon a blog, what the writer wrote is quite true anyway,"Dreams got killed when reality set in"

I kinda got lost when my mother ask me... wat i wanna be in the future?? thinking about it, it is like I am so close to become part of singapore workforce liao... unless i go on and do my university education which i think is most probably not going to happen unless i strike 4-D or wat.... coz my parents are not going to fiance my education... sad case... Show me the ugly side of human being too... live for yourself and die for yourself... no one else worth living for... Life's juz too complicated... too much backstabbing.... too much a little of a bad thing that make the world look damn fucking ugly. Yup...

money is not = happy. I used to think that with money, you will be happy, coz u are able to buy things that u like, u desire. But, one good fren wake me up. DO you still remember that when u are young, that's something that u really wanted? say like the gameboy? ok... after which when u get it, do u feel happy? yah... happy for a moment... but does that happiness substain... actually, that's so much thing that we can actually do without with.... soo many many thing... happiness is abstract and is not physical...

Tried my luck in 2 jobs, one is a retail biz and the other is an event management. The retail biz is so gay. yup. gay. Go to 2 interview liao... they still say will call u back later.. the interview is gay too.. interview that lasted less than a minute and call it an interview... duh... But the event management is koool, totally koool... there's a selection camp which i went and guess wat... though a 1 day camp, is a really good experiential learning... hike from 11pm to 7 am non-stop... from lavender to the changi beach there... walk until the leg like going to rot like tat.. anyway, lots of interesting ppl that I know from the camp. Kind of interesting. got to know more abt my classmate... they are really a bunch of high energy animal... haha... oh yah... after which took NEOprint together.. so much fun... even neoprint machine also got GREAT SINGAPORE SALE... pay $2 more for another A5 size photo. hahaha.. wat the crap.... anyway... I do not know if i am selected anot... will only know the answer on thursday... D-DAY.... hope to update u guys with good news by then...

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