The sea does not reward
those who are too anxious,
too greedy, or too impatient.
One should lie empty, open,
choiceless as a beach,
waiting for a gift from the sea.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
just now I told you: " this might be the last time you will be hearing talking to you on phone". you ask: " why". I paused for a moment. Thinking, that walk with you might be the last I will had with you. I was quite quiet, I was thinking, (you thought that I'm tired) how nice will it be if you are mine. But too bad... wo mei you zhe ge min. The rain are beautiful... gentlely splashing unto the earthly surface... sometimes we really need to slow down our pace and take notice of things that are all around us. you were telling me on the phone not to go on a disappearing act.. after that, I read your sms : "..... dun disappear too far....." What are you thinking? are you encouraging me to disappeaR? are you discouraging me to disappeaR? I am confused.... I am confused by you... sometimes you will blew hot, sometimes you will blew cold... Can you as a friend show me your consistent feelings for me? I am not your brain, i dunno wat are u thinking.... can you tell me show me wat's on your mind. AwwwwAwww..... Eddy will turn into a magician now.... disappear...... I'm tired.... tired..... I need time by myself to think... I am running from reality... I like to live in my dream.. coz only in my dream i will find my real happiness....
My friend.... dun bother to sms me....for I will not reply to your messages. Call me if you need me... Leave a voice mail if i didn't pick up the phone. For the reality, I will keep myself busy to make myself numb....
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9:20 AM
Eddison`
18
NYP
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